If you want to be 'fixed' or explore the reasonings behind why your past is dictating your choices for your future, then get a therapist or counsellor. If you want to grow, explore possibilities beyond your knowing, experience or present thinking, evolve, become superconductive, hone your talents and strengths so you become masterful at them and craft an amazing future, then hire a coach.
Two people...thought partners in crime are way better than none.
Your choice. It starts with perspectives